March 20, 2012

• Paradigm shifts

  I woke up in quite the mood today.  I spent far too much time yesterday reading/watching youtube videos about twin flames.  It basically states that some people have a twin soul.  One soul that split in order to gain a wider understanding of existence.  The nature of the split causes them to long for wholeness and the search then begins to find one another again. 

  I have also been reading/watching information about Buddha and of course this has lead to information about compassion. 

  Ironically enough I thought I was relatively compassionate but this morning I believe that my compassion was being tested and I pretty much failed.  Of which in order to be compassionate with myself I have to forgive myself for failing.  This I can do and I am not worried about that. 

  It just strikes me that I challenged my paradigm and only feel frustrated about it.  Makes me wonder about how strong the ego really is. 

  • 9:12 pm
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